February 2012
6 posts
After you,
I never loved nobody fully,
always one foot on the ground.
And by protecting my heart truly,
I got lost in the sounds…
I got called cold hearted the other day. Probably the lightest comment I’ve received recently, and yet I cried as I fell asleep.
As this school semester inches by, even if my classes are grueling and brain numbing, I want to enjoy and cherish it. I may not spill my emotions or gratitude unless I’m drunk but they are real. If/when you leave next year I’m going to be cheering you on and supporting you. More than anything I’m going to be ridiculously overwhelmingly happy for you.
I’m going to miss...
January 2012
15 posts
Wherever you will go,
you will go.
I’m sorry but I have my own path
and my own destination.
My future is too important
to turn a blind eye to.
The World Is in Pencil
rabbit-light:
—not pen. It’s got that same silken dust about it, doesn’t it, that same sense of having been roughed onto paper even as it was planned. It had to be a labor of love. It must’ve taken its author some time, some shove. I’ll bet it felt good in the hand—the o of the ocean, and the and and the and of the land.
Todd Boss
You came to take us,
all things go, all things go,
to recreate us,
all things grow, all things grow.
“Always without desire we must be found,
If its deep mystery we would sound;
But if desire always within us be,
Its outer fringe is all that we shall see.”
Reinvent.
Restart.
Renew.
Refresh.
Wanting you but knowing we aren’t meant to be together
Leads me to let it all go.
Infuriating.
Truthfully?
I can be a terrible person. I can spit malicious words and act out of spite. Like most people, I can be selfish and greedy.
My decisions don’t keep me warm at night.
Goodbye.
I’m just a disaster waiting to happen.
Mithrandir: One of my weaknesses →
thegreypilgrim:
as a skeptic is to lose perspective of people’s goodness, focusing too much on all that is wrong. So much in this world is wrong. So much is bastardized. While for most people it’s all too easy to ignore this, for the skeptic, it’s all too easy to see only this, at the expense of all that is…
December 2011
11 posts
Can you feel it? see it? hear it?
The sweet candied harmony of our dreams.
Mellifluous, natural and delicate
words that you try to reach me with.
More than the influence of your touch on my skin,
is the significance of your mind on my heart.
And more than anything is the effect of your
heart nudging my heart along this long journey.
Enjoy, fireworks...
“Beauty
was never form and never face.”
– Emerson
“The caged bird sings
with a fearful trill
of things unknown
but longed for...”
– Maya Angelou
I’m finding that no matter how hard
I try to shake off this ache I have for you,
or even try to stop the heavy thumping
of my over reactive heart when you’re near,
it’s.
no.
use.
November 2011
9 posts
“You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the...”
– Mahatma Gandhi
“We are all born with the ability to hear but we have to learn how to listen.”
“You can’t keep on shutting yourself in. It’s horrible when you get hurt, I know, nobody likes it; we’d all like to have a suit of armour to protect us from suffering. But if you build a wall to protect yourself from the world outside, you end up realizing you’ve shut...
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I don’t trust Danno (for good reason).
/*edit: obviously hacked by Danno. Who hacks someones tumblr? */
October 2011
30 posts
“may my heart always be open to little birds who are the secrets of living”
-E.E Cummings
The Gift
What can I give you, my lord, my lover,
You who have given the world to me,
Showed me the light and the joy that cover
The wild sweet earth and restless sea?
All that I have are gifts of your giving—
If I gave them again, you would find them old,
And your soul would weary of always living
Before the mirror my life would hold.
What shall I give you, my lord, my lover?
The gift that breaks the...
I was about to write a poem,
but I realize I just simply miss you Kelly.
I can’t state it any other way.
There will always be boys I crush on, boys I date, boys I fall in love with, but you will always have a special place in my heart.
Non-stop, this is a no stop bus route.
Destination is inevitable and everlasting.
Sorry to pull you on board, but you
have to take this last shot with me.
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